Withdrawing Transfer Hurts

I've been moving money into savings all year now. Trying to accumulate enough cash to pay our annuals without the use of financing. This was the ultimate goal.

So tell me, as I log in to ING to transfer the funds to my cash operating, why I am feeling sick?

I have mentally tried to find an option other then this one and come up empty. Why did I search? This was the plan. Why can't I just freely, without emotion, go with the plan?

If savings is debt freedom, shouldn't I feel fabulous?