Lately, I have been entertaining the idea of getting a part-time job. It is an idea that is remaining silently in my brain, because I know my DH will not be on board.
Not to say he will be adamantly against it. I just know him to like a steady schedule and flow of things and this could upset the home balance.
To be honest, I am not totally thrilled by the idea, but I think it is a possible fast lane for freedom. One that if I could manage for a while, I could alter our future. No, we are not behind on our bills or being buried alive by them.
I do feel stress though - and it seems to be getting worse.
When I try to formulate my feelings and tie them to a place - this is what worries me and prompts my thoughts:
The recession, which in my mind is going to be lasting longer then they say. I foresee the likelihood of depression. Both emotionally & financially (one feeds the other).
College bills - if I could get a part-time and take all money, after expenses to pay on college bills, we could stop the "maintaining" phase and actually move forward. I know I should be happy we are maintaining - with 2 divorces under us, but I'm not.
Residential Rental - still have 1 side sitting empty. I find myself in such a panic over this that I am hiding from it. This is bad.
So what would a Part-Time Job really get me?
2- 6 hour shifts a week @ Minimum Wage ($7.50) = $90 a week gross
Less 10.65% Tax Withholding (no fed too low, 7.65% FICA & 3%State) = $9.59
Net Weekly Check = $80.41
Guesstimate 2 Gal of Fuel a Week = $8.00 (using the estimated summer high)
That would leave me with $72.41 to assist.
If I could start by April, I would have roughly 22 weeks in which to earn before the first college bills of the 08-09' year.
22 X $72.41 = $1,593.02
There is where I stop. Losing 44 evenings with my family for $1593.02 is that worth it? I made more then this online last year and lost no time with my family. My office is at home. Flexible my time is.